MUSIC

How do you feel?

No, not in this moment, but in practical human terms.

HOW do you actually feel?
HOW do you acknowledge it?
HOW do you know if you are curious?
Tired? On edge? Maybe searching?

I’ve got a wild mind, and for years I dealt with feelings by burying them or talking myself out of them so I could keep pushing for high-performance.

I don’t do that anymore.
And definitely not here.

Now I express what I’m feeling and the quieter thoughts I’ve had about living, dying, and all the beautiful and terrifying things in between.

This is how I shape chaos into clarity.

You’re welcome to stand here with me for a while.
No pressure to fix anything. in this moment,
but in practical human terms.

Curious. Tired. On edge.
Maybe searching?

I have a wild mind (ADHD), and for years I coped by burying emotions or talking myself out of them so I could keep pushing for high-performance.

I don’t do that anymore.
Not here.

Now I express what I’m feeling and the quieter thoughts about living, dying, and everything beautiful and terrifying in between. This is how I shape chaos into clarity, and you’re welcome to stand here with me for a while.

Why Make Music in 2026

I don't make music for a living,
I make it to shape a legacy.

Not the kind you find in a Hall of Fame or named after you on a hospital wing. The scribbled kind. The kind written in the margins of moments spent wrestling with the chaos of being alive in an era of change.

I don’t work for free, but I’m also not chasing algorithm tricks or volume for volume’s sake. This is closer to a personal journal. A way to capture struggles, observations, and half-formed truths as I notice them. Something that holds my lived experience and, if you’re listening, offers a place for people like us to feel, reflect, or reframe our own lives.

Genre, perfect pitch, and mainstream appeal matter less to me than honesty and growth. With each release, I choose progress over perfection. Resonance over scale.

If a label helps, I call it journal-pop. Musings and moments set to sound. Basically, the journal I never managed to keep with pen and paper.

How to Listen

There is no right way to listen.
You don’t need focus, context, or commitment.
If one lyric lands or one feeling loosens, that counts.

My goal is mostly to set the vibe
and let your wild mind do the rest.

That said, I do try to write lyrics and create an environment where, over time or repeat listens, you feel safe enough to reflect on your chaos, shape it into some clarity, and then go do something with it.

Not for a boss, or society, or an imaginary version of yourself you think you’re supposed to be or becoming.

For you. Because shaping your own life feels good. Especially when it’s messy.

My Muse

If this collection resurfaced decades from now, maybe in 2090 when some poor tired soul asks their AI for help after burning out on a life that never fit their wild mind, I hope it finds its way back here.

They'll find a mind in motion. A wrestling between forces. Acceptance and resistance. Fear and action. Softness and edge. Almost every song starts inside a struggle and moves toward a choice. Not a perfect one. Just a human one.

As this body of work grows, the sounds and themes will keep changing. New genres. New emotions. New seasons of life. Parenthood. Burnout. Wonder. What stays constant is the tension, and the willingness to sit with it long enough for something honest to emerge. An imperfect roadmap of trying, failing, and occasionally getting it right.

Where To Start

If you’re navigating ADHD, burnout, or a loud inner world:

Try this if today feels heavy or you are just exhausted:

Try this if you feel ready to risk something new or just wanna dance:

Try this if you've lost someone and are struggling with grief:

Or just follow the theme that pulls you.

That instinct usually knows what it’s doing, even when you don’t.

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